1. |
Sat In a Corner
03:35
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Sat In a Corner
Party, kitchen
Felt out of place
You said there were no wrinkles on my face
Said you were a Pisces
So that felt safe
Talked in circles, low,
Whispers and jokes
So we sat in a corner
We made a pact
Looked down our nose
Isn’t that the way it goes?
Folded a paper
Ring to give you,
Tossed it with good-bye.
How is that gonna fly?
Stop thinking ahead
Stop before you’re dead
You threw down a drawing
I’d painted all red
“Will you stay or will you go?
Tell me, kid, I need to know.”
Went to a drive-thru
On Christmas Day.
Said “I really need to leave him,
but what will people say?”
Stop thinking of them.
She’ll die on that fence.
Get out of the car.
Go and run to your brothers and have fun
This is not yours to carry,
To carry.
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2. |
Figure It Out (2020)
04:24
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Figure It Out (2020)
Verse 1:
Fall days hypnotize
Looking for somebody’s eyes
I don’t recognize
Myself in disguise
Chorus 1:
I just can’t figure it out
Oooo oooo
I just can’t figure it out
Oooo oooo
I just can’t figure it out
Ooo oooo ooooo
Verse 2:
What sort of sort are you?
Am I that sort too?
Walk in circles in my house
I’m the cat, and I’m the mouse
Chorus 2:
I just can’t figure it out
Oooo oooo
I just can’t figure it out
Oooo oooo
I just can’t figure it out
Ooo oooo ooooo
I just can’t figure it out
Ooo oooo ooooo
[Interlude]
Chorus 3:
I just can’t figure it out
Oooo oooo
I just can’t figure it out
Oooo oooo
I just can’t figure it out
Ooo oooo ooooo
Verse 3:
Wrap a scarf around my head
In the dark it’s just like death
Maybe I can
Get that over with
Chorus 4:
I just can’t figure it out
Oooo oooo
I just can’t figure it out
Oooo oooo
I just can’t figure it out
Ooo oooo ooooo
I just can’t figure it out
Ooo oooo ooooo
Coda:
I never expected you
To be here
I never expected you
To change
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3. |
Rib
03:21
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Rib
I can never reach it.
When I do, it has left.
Like your shadow round the corner,
Slipping through my teeth, clenched.
Peripheral -ripher -ripher -ripheral…
We run as fast as we can
In the headlights.
Your hand so near, a flame,
And you on the couch,
Inches from my toes.
You put your furry blanket on my lap instead of yours.
It's summer. I've forgotten.
I am no one's Marianne,
I am a Leonard.
And a woman Leonard is a sinner.
Chorus:
I'm my own goddamn
Rib.
I don't need your clay.
I'm my own goddamn
Rib.
I don't need your master's hand.
Except for when I'm…
Now I see you there, always there.
With half my gestures.
And I wonder how twins fare
Far from their eggshell.
And I want to stuff you in a nest,
Only for safekeeping.
It's fall,
A year from when we met,
It’s fall,
2 years from when we met,
3 years from when we met,
5 years from when we met,
8 years from when I met you.
I am no one's Marianne,
I am a Leonard.
And a woman Leonard is a sinner.
I'm my own goddamn
Rib.
I don't need your clay.
I'm my own goddamn
Rib.
I don't need your master's hand.
I'll get my own goddamn
Apples,
And I'll grow my own Eden.
I'm my own goddamn
Snake,
I'll slither away.
I don't need your say.
Except when your voice echoes in my head.
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4. |
I.D.E.N.T.I.T.Y.
03:57
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I.D.E.N.T.I.T.Y.
Should I even go back to Texas?
Maybe I’ll drive up the coast
Think about the person I love the most.
They change faces.
Maybe they are someone else.
Maybe I am someone else, too.
Free, free, finally free,
I’m alone with my own thoughts.
Freeeeee,
I’m a person, and I’m not.
I miss the cold beach,
I miss Marin.
I miss the redwoods, towering.
I miss the white fog to hide in,
My adopted state.
But I’ve been thinking a lot about places.
Are you ever anywhere
If you can’t feel it within?
Compass spinning.
Should I even go back to Texas?
I could just drive up the coast.
Think about the person I love the most.
They change faces,
And their name’s spelled:
I D E N T I T Y
I D E N T I T Y
I D E N T I T Y
I D E N T I T YYY
Who am I?
Who am I?
Who am I?
Who am I?
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5. |
Golden Girl
05:59
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Golden Girl
Verse 1:
Run this town
Lights turned down
Never know if you’re coming or going away
Keep the shades up
Yeah you’re acting tough
No one makes you say what you need to say
Bridge 1:
At last the curtain fall
Past, fragment wall
Refrain:
Surprise, surprise, I’m your golden girl.
Verse 2:
Had a little sister
You really, really missed her
But you didn’t want to tell her
And you didn’t want to crack a smile
So judgmental
It’s like a missile
Ready to launch
If I step within a mile
Bridge 2:
Fast, red doors part.
At last, a human heart.
Refrain:
Surprise, surprise, I’m your golden girl.
Surprise, surprise, I’m your golden girl.
Verse 3:
Many have pined
I’ve seen their outlines
Bodies on the ground
Dusty with chalk
Major sin
Trying to get in
I felt the block
You didn’t want to talk.
Bridge 3:
Gaslight killed.
Blast - chess game nil.
Refrain:
Surprise, surprise, I’m your golden girl.
Surprise, surprise, I’m your golden girl.
Ooooo, oooo, ooooo, ooo x 4
Surprise, surprise, I’m your golden girl.
Surprise, surprise, welcome to a new world.
Oo oooo ooo ooo oo oo oo ooo oo oo
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6. |
No Secret
04:16
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No Secret
I pick apart what I don’t understand
You only look in the palm of your hand
What use in taking a stand now?
I’m three steps forward, you’re two steps back
You cherry-pick while I choose lack.
What use in paying you back now?
I’m no secret now
I’m no secret now
You’re moving on while I’m sitting down
You fake a smile when I fake a frown
What use in turning around now?
I grieve without resolution
In your hands, my absolution
What use in making you see now?
I’m no secret now
I’m no secret now
So take your words back now
So easily poured out
You only wanted to see me now
I am translucent, Roman cloud
What use in precipitation?
You want to clear the vines from my mind.
I want to be, well, just be fine.
What use in stopping the way we shun?
I’m your secret now.
I’m your secret now.
So take your clothes off now.
We’ll take our clothes off now anyhow.
Ooo ooo oooo ooo
Ooo oooo oo oo oo
Ooo ooo o ooo oo
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7. |
Matter
05:18
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Matter
He said:
How do you feel about the material world?
I don’t know, I don’t know.
I’ve always had trouble with the material world.
Does it show, does it show?
My feet float an inch off the ground.
Yes, they do, yes, they do.
You don’t want to fill that gap.
Don’t blame you, don’t blame you, don’t blame you.
I think it has something to do with the way
that I move around a lot.
I think it has something to do with the way
that I can’t sit still for long.
I’m on my back and I’m wondering if
this is a lifelong knack.
Oh way off track,
Way off track,
way off track,
way off track.
You matter, because you’re matter.
I’m matter, I matter, we matter, we’re matter.
Earth throwing full force at her,
Will she stand or shatter? Will she stand or shatter?
I think it has something to do with the way that I ran away from home.
I got so far I could hear all the cars from the big, dangerous road.
Then I went back, I was tired of the slap of my duffel against my knees.
Wondering if anyone had noticed that I’d been missing, please.
That’s what I need.
That’s what I need.
That’s what I need.
That’s what I need.
You matter, because you’re matter.
I’m matter, I matter, we matter, we’re matter.
Earth throwing full force at her,
Will she stand or shatter? Will she stand or shatter?
I think it has something to do with the way that I can’t say yes or no.
I’m holding back, and I want to move on, stuck between stop and go.
There is a split, and I can’t seem to reach it, I can’t seem to fill that hole.
Oh, I don’t know.
Oh, I don’t know.
Oh, I don’t know.
Oh, I don’t know.
You matter, because you’re matter.
I’m matter, I matter, we matter, we’re matter.
Earth throwing full force at her,
Will she stand or shatter? Will she stand or shatter?
Coda:
I matter, because I’m matter,
You matter, you’re matter, we’re matter, we matter.
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8. |
Stoneheart
03:47
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Stoneheart
I’ve wandered far from the trail and the sun hides its face.
Far enough where I can now proclaim this my own place.
I’ve been wandering.
Maple has lost all her leaves and she looks very cold.
Habits they fall off my back trade the new for the old. (it’s all the same)
I’ve been wandering.
Maybe I’ve wandered too far and my heart misses home,
Or maybe it’s stone.
Mouth of a cave beckons me with its dripping echoes.
Seventeen bats and a stew bubbling over red coals.
I’ve been wandering.
Man selling vegetables with a dark glint in his eye.
“You’ll have to prove your worth”, but I walk by head held high.
I’ve been wandering.
Maybe I’ve wandered too far and my heart misses home,
Or maybe it’s stone. Maybe it’s stone.
Maybe my heart moves at glacial speeds you’ll never know,
Or maybe it’s stone. Maybe it’s stone.
Steel yourself.
It helps to move on.
And I’m half a mile away it’s stone,
Half a look away, it’s stone,
Half a world away, it’s stone,
Half my life away, it’s stone,
Maybe I’ve wandered too far
Maybe I’ve wandered too far,
Maybe I’ve wandered too far,
Finally on my own.
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9. |
Useless Song
03:48
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Useless Song
I got shit skills and no prospects
In a world of capitalism
I’m not an employee asset
I’m not even an “ism”
I wanna live in a world that asks
What do you want?
And not how much it costs
What do you need?
And not what do I gain
Have you read quantum mechanics?
It’s pretty insane.
Trucked down to the Yuba River
Where the water flows clear and blue
Got into an argument - about gas station attendants (extend regular chords here a bit)
Is that really work people wanna do?
Then
My friends took off their tops
But I kept on mine on cuz I bought it
I’m mighty contemplating giving in
But for so many years I fought it
I wanna live in a world that asks
What do you want?
And not how much it costs
What do you need?
And not what I gain
Have you read quantum mechanics?
It’s pretty insane.
“It changes everything” (spoken)
Are you like me?
Are you one of the useless people?
Counting out your pennies
Looking down your nose at the “sheeple”.
Scraping by, feeling out of place
Never wanting to ask for more
Sliding in under that poverty line
So your money doesn’t go to war
But now you’re like “Oh shit I’m in my 30s”
I gotta put a roof over my head
Not gonna lie, there are days I think
That I might be better off dead
But oh no, I’m not losing hope
Because there’s Canada
I’m working on my French
Canada
They have artists’ grants
Canada
O, Canada
I wanna live in a world that asks
What do you want?
And not how much it costs
What do you need?
And not what I gain
What do you want?
What do you need?
What do you want?
What do you need?
And have you read quantum mechanics?
You’ll shit your tweed.
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10. |
I'm Gonna Miss You
03:07
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I'm Gonna Miss You
I’m gonna miss you
I’m gonna miss you
I’m gonna miss you
Like the rain of the west
Like the shade miss the noon
Like this rock in my hand
Miss the face of the moon
But this is just the beginning
For you.
I’m gonna miss you
I’m gonna miss you
I’m gonna miss you
Like the stars miss the dust
Like the dust that we writ in
Like the seasons that separate
The cold from the mitten
But this is just the beginning
For you.
I’m gonna miss you
I’m gonna miss you
I’m gonna find you (in small things)
You, like a jungle so green
Like a verdant return
Of a long, shy spring
And my feet yearn to run
But this is just the beginning
This is just the beginning
This is just the beginning
For you.
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